Wilting

good lord how is anyone supposed to function in this weather?! it's so hazy outside! i'm chronicly nauseous. clammy to the touch. head feels like it's gonna implode from the pressure. joints beyond aching and well into swelling. i've got the sturgeon perma-furrow in my brow. even downstairs offers no relief. i feel like i should eat something, but what? under a humidex advisory and severe thunderstorm watch. cold front moving in apparently. maybe there will be some relief later. for godsake i hope so.

Mood: fading like a flower
Drinking: water
Listening To: nothing, there's nothing going on out there, nobody mowing, nobody walking, nobody driving past, everybody's home and past out from the humidity
Hair: curling all over