Truly in Limbo

I'm starting to think there's really something physically wrong with me. I'm just so lifeless, tired, uninterested in everything. I couldn't be any less energetic or enthusiastic. You can only blame so much on the weather. I feel old. Used up. I just want to sleep. I worry I have a repetitive strain injury in my wrists. Stomach full of worms, churning anxiously with all the stuff I'm failing at. Am I depressed? It's not like any of my other bouts with depression. Maybe it's just physical. Maybe I need vitamins or exercise or both. God! I just want Cher to slap me across the face and scream, "Snap out of it!"

Mood: melancholic
Drinking: coffee
Listening To: 1979, Smashing Pumpkins
Hair: a mess