Please Forgive Me

It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on

So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me

This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch

We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...

Bryan Adams . . . makes me think. There's a part of me who needs forgiveness. There's a part of me who almost picks up the phone to ask for it. I mean, logically, I know it's not there, I know I will not be absolved of my sins down that avenue. I could very well pick up the phone, but it would only open the can of worms, not seal it forever. Still, there's a part of me that feels the weight of the guilt, that hopes for release. And this part listens to Bryan and wishes to be forgiven . . . or forgotten. I hope I've been forgotten, but I fear I haven't been.

A tad melancholy.

No good news today. Difficult to remain stoic and optimistic in the face of it all.

Mood: what i just said
Drinking: nothing, but I've perhaps had one too many glass of red wine
Listening To: lust for life, iggy pop
Hair: short 'n sassy