Words, sometimes
Rapidly flowing like a waterfall.
I'm unable to keep up. Sometimes
Trickling like a small brook,
Ignoring my thirst,
Nowhere to be found.
Gone to dust.
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Memories,
worn like layers of heavy clothing
on a hot humid day,
immobilise,
paralyse, and smother. Peel the painful
layers in analysis;
shed
the black mourning suit in hypnosis;
the mothball scent
remains,
soaked into the very skin of the body
laid bare — naked and
frozen.
Absorb harmful UV rays, scorch the
aching tissue until it
blisters,
injured cells flake and scatter on the
wind. Skinned, raw meat and
nerves
exposed glisten, life's sweet nectar
drips forming a drowning
pool
on the ground. Do you sit unmoving,
stretching and embracing the
last
moments of tormented existence? Do
you run free for mere seconds,
rigor
mortis stopping you cold? SAVE YOURSELF!
Twist the body tightly into a
living
tourniquet, choke the spurting flow. No
need to gather the wool, memories
hold—
imprisoned in DNA.
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Dark warrior pass me by,
pretend we are strangers
and have never known love.
Drawn to my white light
like a moth from the dark,
you have enjoyed sucking
my strength, extinguishing
my flame, turning my heart
to black stone. Do not
circle me, lone wolf, for
I know you are near, better
to slink in the shadows
than be recognised. My
brightness is too powerful
now, it overwhelms your brown
eyes. I am no longer damaged
or damageable. So, give me wide
berth for I can destroy you if
I desire. I have peered below
your shallow hide and seen the
soul living within that hollow
frame. And dark warrior I
must warn you —
I know your name.
Mood: surprisingly joyous
Drinking: diet pepsi
Listening To: Dry the Rain, The Beta Band
Hair: wet
2 comments:
As a New Brunwicker - living in Italy - I keep coming across your blog. thought I'd just leave a note to let you know I'm reading from time to time. I'm having trouble getting words into mine. But your writing discipline is giving me hope.
I'm glad to be giving someone hope :-) I have lapses without posting . . . terrible lapses. I think the key is to just start back in on it, no matter how long you've let it go. I also don't worry so much about crafting essays anymore, I just post whatever comes into my head. Some of it is trash, but eventually, you collect a body of essays, I think. Anyway, thanks for stopping by, I'll buzz by your blog soon.
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