Freezing!

It's damn cold here. DAMN COLD!! I've got sweaters on top of sweaters, wrapped in my comforter, the heat cranked . . . and I can't get warm. It's that damp cold that gets right in and settles on my bones too. Blah!

I'm a little stressed. I think I'm nervous about going to Fredericton next week. Worried about who is going to be in this workshop with me, will I be trashed, how will I survive university dorm living and a shared bath, can I survive on just lunch everyday and how will I pay for everything. I've told myself to just go and not worry, use the credit card and worry about paying it later, just go and get the most out of this . . . because it's a once in a lifetime opportunity and I'll never be able to go again . . . still I'm having trouble sleeping, trouble focusing during the day, and many knots in my stomach.

I'm even starting to feel a little sickly. I don't know if it's the weather, my nerves, or some combination of both things. But I had a bag of microwave popcorn today for dinner . . . and that's all I've had all day. When I stop eating, you know I'm not feeling like myself ;-)

Mood: Damp
Drinking: some sort of generic diet lemon-lime soda
Listening To: my landlord cutting up wood or something in the workshop
Hair: . . . I can't think about it